Paci

So, the other night I mentioned to Daddy that I slightly missed my pacifier. We had to throw my previous one away because it had gotten icky and the rubber edging along the outside part of the shield had began to fall apart. It has been about a month since it has been gone. I know he really likes how it looks when I have it, and I do tend to fell more "little" when I have it, especially when dressed appropriately, however I really only have missed it sporatically. Long story short, Daddy ordered me a new pink one even though I said I didnt need one.

Sleepy

I don't know what the weather is like where ever you (the reader dare i say readers) are, but it is rainy here. It makes me all sleepy. I just want to cuddle up with a blankie and pillow and watch movies. Maybe even have some hot chocolate or even color. If I had it my way I wouldnt even be out of my jammies. (Daddy dressed me in my onesie last night, but it got wet cause my diaper had a hole.) :o( *pouts* Plus I had an adult appointment to take care of so I had to get dressed, although Daddy did send me out in my diaper. I think he is trying to keep me in them (for a while) He said that it is too hard to get one back on me if he lets me wear panties. He also knows that if I am in one long enough I feel weird not being in one AND my body tends to "adjust" on its own. Look at that, started off talking about the weather and ended up somewhere totally different. What is your favorite thing to do on a rainy day?

Pretty Nails

I am going to have very pretty nails SUPER soon. I got this really neat special nail stamper in the mail. It just happens to be my most favoritest character ever...HELLO KITTY. I cant decide want base color I want my nails to be and what color I want hello kitty to be. EEEK so excited. Maybe I will post a picture (if I can figure it out) of my pretty nails.

Little Girl Clothes

So I recently purchased some little girl clothes. I already had a few footie pj's from last year (thank you target!) but I got some actual little girl clothes.
Feetie PJs: they are styled after actually baby feeties. They are pink on one half and pink and white striped on the other. They snap (which metal snaps!) from the chest to the foot. They are super cute, although I wish the snaps were closer together because they have a tendency to pucker letting the cool air in. Cause I am so short they pucker between the snaps where he fabric is too long.
Overalls: they are hot pink with cute hello kitty details. It has a hello kitty right in the middle and a kitty by one of the pockets. They have a snap crotch which is surprisingly hidden very well. The only down side to them is that they are a modified pair of wal-mart overalls. I think because they are modified store bought overalls this causes them to be tighter in the leg than if they had been hand made out-right. Since they have the snaps, I feel the maker didn't account for needing extra material to keep the original fit similar. And being a black girl I do have a booty and thighs. So my options are lose weight or just don't sit down while wearing them, because the (plastic) snaps will come undone.
Onesie: The onesie is a pale yellow with a doggie applique on the front. It has a (metal) snap crotch. I think this is one of m favorite LG articles of clothing. It also has three snaps along one of the shoulders, just like a real little ones. The material is super soft and comfy. Only down side (again) is that the body is looooong. So I have to sort of "blouse" the onesie for it to fit properly. This causes it to look like a short and matching diaper cover. It is times like this I wish I were able to sew. I would be able to make my own clothing or at the very least modify clothing to get it to fit me properly. These are the risks one must run though. It is not as if I can go into a store and try them on in the fitting room.
Anyhoo, I am for the most part very pleased with my purchases. I cant wait for cold weather so I can really enjoy my footie pjs and maybe even my onesie with some pj bottoms over top. I think that would be very comfy and little feeling. (And for me, feeling little, is the most important.)

Sometimes...

I just want a gentle bear hug. Thats it, nothing domineering... Sigh.

Work and AB

So after spending a three day weekend all little and cozied up to Daddy and in my diapers, I was sad to have to let them go once I woke up. Work and diapers are a combination that makes my heart go pitter pat. I get the what ifs and constantly tug my shirt down, but this morning I was completely okay with going to work changed. To be fair it was a pull up (which I feel are surprisingly harder to hide than a diaper) and I wore jean capris as opposed to my normal cloth shorts. Daddy said you couldn't tell I was changed but I saw the puffiness in my toosh. I think anyone hip to what a pull up or diaper looks like under clothing would have known that was my case.
Since my job is a program that is partially outside I was shocked my bottom did not get horribly hot even though the rest of me was. I was still a little self conscious of my bottom but I tried not to be too concerned. Im sure had I acted oober antsy i would have drawn attention and made it very obvious Daddy sent me to work in a pull up.
After work I went a ran some errands. While walking past a mirror I noticed that my bottom had a defined bulge only in the area the pull up was. I wondered for a passing moment just how long my bottom had been like that. I pulled my shirt down a little further then went about my errand. While on one of my errands I saw some super cute shorts on sale. They were jorts (jean shorts) but they had little silver paint splotches all over them. They were also VERY short, what I like to call booty shorts (cause your tooshie can hang out if you bend over or pull them up a centimeter too high). Daddy likes them :o)

AB Weekend

So this weekend I am (was) to spend completely little. It's hard for me to be in diapers for a prolonged amount of time because my body adjusts so quickly to my diapered state. This morning I woke to a completely saturated diaper. (hmm...note to self: next time take pictures) it was extremely wet. When I took my sleep shorts off wetness squished out and got them wet. Daddy has changed my diapers and such and is actually trying to get me into one now (I may have put on panties while he napped.)
But AB weekend has been pretty uneventful. I haven't done anything else particularly little other than be changed and wake up wet. I did involuntarily tinkle a little this morning after I woke up because my bladder had adjusted and I couldn't hold it very long.
I have been online window shopping for some AB/Little Girl clothing. It is super expensive! I wanted a onesie and I haven't seen anything for under $26. A tee shirt and matching diaper cover, that I REALLY likes was nearly $50. Are there no decently affordable little girl clothing places out there? I have tried the major ones...forever a kid, diaper connection, ebay, even Etsy, etc. Makes me sad :( I even looked at privatina. Makes me wish I could sew and make my own clothing. Privatina has very cute well made clothes but I do not think they ship to the US and again the expensive piece. I would not mind dishing out a sizeable chunk of change for something as well made as their clothing. Sigh a girl can dream. Here is a coat I found on their site that I would LOOOVE to have (minus the embrodery) so I could actually wear it out.